nerves

this is the 1st week i've actually had some nervous feelings. i think talking about it so much and worrying about being gone from mom for so long....its starting to weigh on me a bit. but like carrie said we are going to will it all to be good. no negativity allowed! Its going to be a great trip...mom is going to be just fine and we're going to have a great time!
12 days to go and I need to keep my mental health as good as my physical health. just keep swimming...just keep swimming!
tonight is am uch needed massage. looking forward to it!!!